well todae is a very emotional day..
i went to lot 1 in the afternoon to meet fizah, ying hong, emily & eeraa to continue discussing about the chalet..well things were not turning great as the band people were not able to attend it as they have band on that particular dae..then some others are not going cos it's either their parents won't let ur they just can't be bothered with..
so then we bump into dania in the library..we both went to each other arms stretch wide to give each other a hug..
we were soon streaming in tears as we embrace ourselves in each other's friendly but firm hug..
the others just looked not knowing the real situation of the prob that has been happenin to dania..
well we stayed motionless for quite sometime...a silent , meaningful hug that unleashed the sadness that was mountaining up in our hearts..my mom happened to be there..& she cried seeing how 2 teenagers could be so mature to understand each other without having to sae anything..
so then we left the library & i went to the supermarket with my mom & dania..as she didn't want to go home alone so then in the bus i took the long way home to make sure she's ok..
& i'll treat her to a movie & lunch tmr to make sure she really let go of her unhappiness & never to dwell on it again..
back @ home..my mum was so touched to see the way i reacted to her..she sae i was so mature to feel something that need not need words to describe which only best frens were able to feel..
i hope that the probs dania been facing will be gone soon..i can't bear to see her suffer like this..
even though people might not understand the way she feels..i don't care cos i love her so much
that i'll do anything & stay by her through thick & thin no matter wad the circumstances are

i love you dania..& alwaes remember that..
same to u guys too k?haha
love all my family ( my 2-5 family & serika & hannah & someone haha)

There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ...You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car,condo, etc. He made it!

What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car andfollowed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her... Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever. The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand.Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Dear Readers..
If You Love Someone Tell Them Before It's Too Late..
Who Knows That Person Might Have The Same Feelings Towards You!!
Good Luck In Your Love Life Readers!!
May God Bless you!!
Muacks!

Thanks for listening to the probs me & my frens have been going through man!! haha really i owe u big time..yeah but i seriously wan my stuffs back lah..hahah..
i noe lah tat you donno much but @ least you tried... good effort lah..haha
thanks man.. u're the greatest but too bad u're alwaes in trouble...hehe

bye bye

Hey i'm sorry if i've hurt you in anywae by writing about u in my blog..i'm so sorry i was just so frustrated that the friendship that i shared with you was broken...i'm so sorry i wrote all those mean stuffs about u..
the truth is..i don't even noe wad's the cause of the 'break-up' we were going great as frens...but something came in our way..i don't know whether is it my fault or yours..but i'll leave that to God...maybe to you i might be the mean one..but that's ok..rite now i can't do anything to change ur mind..all i can hope for is that may god bless you & may ur wishes come true..
i'm so sorry if i'm the cause of the misery you've suffered..
i just hope things would take a turn for the better...
i'm so so so sorry...
i sincerely mean it
i love you so much

Woa i'm shocked tat you totally stole my confession rite off my chest..
Now u're makin me feel as if i don't deserve having my newly close companies...
& if u're talking bout my old fren then u're wrong.. cos they'll stay with me..have u ever thought tat maybe we're just actin to be minding our own business in class??
mind you..she's been my best fren for the shortest time but the person tat i love dearly..
u might think tat she's been left alone by me cos i'm seen hanging out with my new frens...tat's becos she's hanging out with her new frens..

have you ever realised tat people stood beside me through bad & happy times??
tat's bcos i stayed with them through their toughest time.. they trusted me cos i trusted them..
& i appreaciate all my frens...& u too..if only u would open ur eyes to see that if we don't stop doing this it'l get the better of us

sorry but wad eva u're trying to do just stick with our own group of frens
it's better of that way..if u're thinking that i'm leaving my other frens for my new frens then u're wrong cos all my frens are special the way they are..
& i love them dearly ( especially those tat has been beside me for a long time)
muacks i love you
people that is loved...
The Whole Class...( yes that includes you)

I remember the story: John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind.In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Holly Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond.The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II.

During the next year and one month, the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked likeWhen the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7.00 p.m. at the Grand Central Station in New York."You'll recognize me," she wrote, "by the red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel."

So at 7.00 p.m. he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen. I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small provocative smile curved her lips. "Going my way, sailor?" she murmured.Almost uncontrollably, I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Holly Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes.

The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own.And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her.This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever by grateful. I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment.

"I'm Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?" The woman's face broadened into a tolerant smile. "I don't know what this is about, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"

hmm.. i donno why but my Nidia & Hidayah are the cousin that i can connect to the most.. they're the best & the rock to the core!! i really love them a lot.... i feel that my secrets & feelings are alwaes kept save with them. if it tell my cousin on my mum's side everybody in the family would noe in 5 mins.... sighs..

anywaes.. i admire how jib ( nicky for najib or better known as Nid's someone's) stood up for nidia..wen there's spammers on her blog.. how i wish he would do that..( not tat i want spammers on my blog or anything) but i wan a similar kind of situation.. a situation that does not involve spamming or insulting but basically standing up for wad's rite & wad's wrong..

anywaes i love the times i've spent with them wooohoo..
best cousins forever.. & to my gurlies..( let's call our grp the mosquitoes k?)
mosquitoes = noisy = irritatin = pretty = us!!

Ok..every fridae would be singing lessons day for ying hong..
me & fizah would teach her how to sing properly... cos her mother sae she sound as if she's killing a chicken wen she's singing haha.. it's so damn funny

well..we spend lots of time together hanging out & just having fun without guys.. tis is wad we've all really like.. just us gals..sometimes if there guys around we won't feel as comfortable cos we can't do gals stuffs like walking as if we're models..screaming...jumping like lunatics...make funny noises..farting.. & just plain have naughty fun..( don't let ur imagination run wild readers)

it's alwaes fun to be around people hu love u so much tat they don't care if u're been insulted by others..cos they will alwaes stick to wad they think of u..

this is the way we should care about our frens.. not in appearance or fame but more of the heart..
muacks i love you guys..thanks for being there wen i need u guys the most!!

The gals i'm referring to: Syahira, Fizah, Ying Hong, Dania, Dinah, Melissa ( tis arrangement is random)

may god bless all of u..( including the guys & other classmates)

hey..i noe this might sound crazy but i don't hate you even though u hate me...i'm still trying to figure out why u hated me so much..wad have i done to u? i didn't do or sae anything to you..
u've even tried to use my loved ones against me.. i'm so disappointed..i thought u were a nice person just trying to have fun in a different way.. but instead u took a turn for the worse.

you keep telling others how bad i was..wen i kept shut everytime i see you bullying some of my frens..i told u are good-looking..but told others i thought otherwise..u keep saying i acted smart..wen i was just kidding

i was one of ur closest fren...wad happened?! wad came between the two of us that make u hate me so much now?! i just don't get it.. now i'm starting to hate u just becos u hated me..i don't think that's fair cos i simply hate u cos u hated me..

i noe u will definately not believe this & saying i'm making up all this but trust me.. i pray to god to bless you so that u will stop hatin people so much & try to empathise more..i'm not saying u're a bad person..maybe there's problems i didn't noe of so i can't assume

but pls i beg you.. stop asking & telling others to go against me.. it shall be their wish to think on hu they wanna be frens with.. i wil never ever write ur name cos i have your interest @ heart..i don't wanna spoil ur repuitation..

i still dearly love you..
but pls.. change for the better
may allah bless you...
muacks & those hu read tis pls don't ask me hu this person is or tell anyone if u happen to noe hu i'm talking bout.. i wrote this cos i don't wanna tell anyone tis cos it will spread to other classes

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality.You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.